2010年07月02日

文字這江湖

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從十九歲起,我就與文字打上了交道,最初是進一個叫資丘區公所裡寫公文,寫新聞,轉戰幾個地方之後再是到一個叫長陽的地方寫小說,寫散文。如今算來,與文字也打了大半輩子交道了。可是打了大半輩子交道之後,若要問我最害怕什麼,我可以不假思索地回答,我最害怕的是文字。原因在於寫了大半輩子,碼起來的字數也有數百萬字,可是細細一回想,我發現我似乎沒有寫過什麼。如果說有什麼斬獲,那就是一身的疲憊,另加上老眼昏花,頭昏耳鳴,頸椎腰椎骨質增生,還落下個酸溜溜的文人毛病。所以我常常就後悔,弄成如此一副“苦大仇深”的模樣,這是何苦呢?若是當初知道會是這等模樣,打死我也不會碼什麼文字吧。但回想起來,倘若說寫公文寫新聞是為了工作,那麼寫小說寫散文則是自願的了,沒哪個規定我一定要寫什麼小說散文。寫到如今,“著名”與我無緣,“暢銷”與我無關,依舊兩袖清風,親人跟著我也只能混個溫飽。所以我便明白,文字這江湖不好混。而現下後悔也晚了,大半輩子都走過了,什麼“不過是從頭再來”顯然是屁話,我不可能從頭再來了,只能在文字這江湖上繼續混下去。

不過我不悲哀,原因就在於文字這東西是人發明出來的,無論這文字是中國的方塊漢字還是英文什麼的,反正我們這顆綠色星球上的數千種文字,都不過是人為,不過是人發明出來的一種符號而已。世上已知名的萬物,已知曉的萬事,只要能用文字進行記錄都是人為,是人給萬物萬事打上的標籤。可是萬物不開口,這種標籤是否有用呢?萬事不作答,這種標籤是否合理呢?恐怕就無人能知道了。倘若有人站出來理直氣壯地說︰“我能作答。”我們完全可以笑話他,這種人不是傻子就是有病,因為那種作答只不過是用你的矛刺你的盾而已。文字就是文字,它並不能表明什麼。真正有用的是萬事萬物背後的東西,那東西用老子的話說,叫“道”。後人又給另取了一些名字,叫“大道”,“常道”,“規律”,“空無”,“混沌”,“輪回”等等。還有泊來品︰“存在”。不管這些名詞怎么變幻,那個東西就客觀存在著,在表相世界的背後,在我們生命的底部,而“那個東西”又是不可能用文字表述的。因而文字是無用的東西,它可以命名表相的事物,卻不能揭示背後的真相。最偉大的文學家留給我們後人的,也並不是什麼文字,更不是什麼思想,而是他發現了那個東西,並給指了出來。浩如煙海的文學作品最終只有兩句話,一句話說︰“看啦,世界就是這個樣子的。”另一句話說︰“看啦,人就是這個樣子的。”這就是最偉大的作家和最偉大的文學作品。最偉大的思想家也是這樣,他們留給我們的也不什麼文字,更不是什麼思想,而是他發現了那個東西,並給指了出來。那些偉大的思想家們之所以照亮了我們的前程,也在於他們說了兩名話,一句說︰ “你知不知道?世界就是這么回事。”還一句說︰“你知不知道?人就是這么回事。”所以無論是作家,還是思想家,面對文字的時候都顯得那麼無能。作家為了指出那個東西,只能用象徵、隱喻等等手法來指認。思想家為了說明那個東西,只能用詩來描述。這就是悖論,這就是無奈。

這讓人不禁想起最近幾年德國漢學家顧彬對中國作家的批評。不得不承認他的某些觀點是正確的,比如標準問題,勇氣問題,作家的寫作態度問題等等都是合理化的建議,然而他關於中國作家不懂外語,文字不行的指責卻值得商榷。文字不過是符號,難道懂了“外語”就能發現背後那個“道”了?文字再怎么修飾就能指認那個 “道”了?問題是顯而易見的。

文字這江湖不好混,原因不在文字,而在於是否有“新的發現”,這確實是個難題。懂得了這個,不管思想界怎么吵,文壇怎么鬧,我們就有了我們自己的判斷,我們混跡於這江湖的時候也就有了一個好的心態。  


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2010年06月24日

關於水瓶座

 

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  幾乎每個水瓶座的心底都有著一段刻骨銘心人間記憶,一個永遠無法忘記的背影。
  
  那也許只是極其短暫的兩情相悅,只是一種單戀,或只是一種只存在於虛幻空間,似乎只是自己一個人的事。
  
  一切看起來是那麼平靜,那麼和諧。
  
  沒有驚天動地,沒有海誓山盟,沒有花前月下,沒有浪漫,沒有誓言,沒有溫度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠,注定了任何感情永無燃點。
  
  水瓶座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說水瓶座對伴侶的要求太高,其實並非這樣,水瓶座注重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼,那個人已經吸引了水瓶的所有注意力,從此目光便無法轉移。
  
  用一秒鐘愛上一個人,然後再付出一生去忘記,水瓶座就是這樣的試驗品。
  
  但幾乎所有的水瓶都會否認在自己的身上發生一見鐘情,因為一向自視清高,承認愛上一個人這鐘事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
  
  更多的時候是因為,連自己都沒發現已經愛上。水瓶座很多時候對於感情回應非常遲鈍,遲鈍到每次都是最後的知情者。有時容易出現弄不清自己的感覺,不清楚自己想做什麼,覺得迷惘。
  
  在對方沒有非常明確地表示感情時會退怯,覺得愛情是兩廂情願,不想勉強對方。
  
  顯得很被動,忽冷忽熱,猶豫不決,極其矛盾。在沒有完全確定前,決不輕易付出感情,因為怕失去。也許是缺乏安全感,也許是對自己的保護,也可以算作是一種自私。
  
  一般水瓶座的好朋友都是經過很長世間的考察的,不僅僅是幾年,而是十幾年。一旦被水瓶座當作好朋友的,會赴湯蹈火掏心掏肺。
  
  在公車上,街邊,商場,水瓶老是認錯人。在茫茫人海中,始終在尋找一個熟悉的身影,直到產生幻覺。
  
  這一刻,水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕,因為突然發現自己幾近瘋狂的愛上一個人,失去了理智,失去了自我。這種突如其來的感覺,很恐懼,很無助。
  
  水瓶座不喜歡這種感覺,因為不知該如何面對。要讓水瓶座主動去追逐,是件異常困難的事,在水瓶座的世界裡無法承受拒絕,就是這么脆弱,無論表面上看來是多么的堅強。
  
  水瓶座在人前總是一幅無憂無慮沒心沒肝的樣子,不想別人看見自己的悲傷,那樣會有不安全的感覺,總是在無人的地方暗自落淚。
  
  算了,還是放在心裡吧。既不用尷尬的表白然後遭到拒絕,又不會相愛容易相處難的慘烈分手。這樣很好,沒人看出來,可以繼續貌似瀟灑,只是在夜深人靜的時候,會偷偷的想一個人
  
  但是,不同了。儘管水瓶座裝著多么不在乎,看都不看一眼。可是對方說的每句話都從耳朵進去,沒見出來。對方提的任何過分的要求,水瓶座統統照單全收精心盡力,決對不會有半個不字。完全成為一個愛情的奴隸,可這些只是因為他愛她,至於別人,見鬼去吧。
  
  這種情況下,如果對方使點陰謀詭計,刻意疏遠避而不見或是視而不見,電話不接或是哼哈敷衍等等,水瓶會給整瘋了,開始會想是什麼自己地方做錯了,說錯話了,然後拉下面子主動討好試探。不用多,碰壁兩次,水瓶座就會有自知之明了,不會再去想是為什麼會這樣,也不想知道了。心裡會想,原來是對方討厭自己,不想見到自己。明白之後,表面就是絕對的安靜了,可心裡只有瓶子自己知道,其實安靜的水瓶更可怕
  
  這還沒完,過了一段日子。對方如果突然又改變態度,水瓶座竟然能既往不咎問也不問,殷勤依舊,完全沒有尊嚴可談。只要能和對方開心的在一起,過去不重要,未來也不重要,面子不重要,金錢不重要,時間不重要,自己也不重要,她才是最重要的
  
  天平失衡,感情重重的壓在心底,自己卻飄在了半空。太在乎對方,迷失了自我,福祉也變得虛無,因為別人給不了瓶子想要的那種福祉,除了她。
  
  自己都不愛,誰還會珍惜。愛、就是那種不計後果的瘋狂
  
  水瓶座一旦付出,便是徹底,不可收回。
  
  感情投入的越多越是傷的重。
  
  最擅長的是難為自己。不想對方難過,永遠都是給對方一個驕傲的理由離開,只好讓自己難過。總是認為自己有超乎尋常的承受力,把自己想得太堅強,而把別人想得太脆弱。不知道,受傷的其實是自己,只是不知道如何表現出來。
  
  愛,這個字對水瓶座來說,太沉重珍貴了,無法用語言詮釋。一旦說退場門,猶如遠古的文物,被發掘出土暴露於空氣中,變得面目全非,失去本來的價值。
  
  所以,不輕易說。說退場門,就是一輩子
  
  只需一次,水瓶座便把一生的精力耗盡,只因執著,便落得傷痕累累。那段感情如強酸腐蝕著那顆麻木的心,穿了一個洞,再也無法彌補。時間是世界上最有力的矬子,把空洞的毛邊漸漸撫平,不再擱人。每當寒風吹過,猶聞隱約淒涼的蕭蕭聲,似輓歌,她的樣子卻還是那麼清晰
  
  只需一次,水瓶座便不再幻想,於是狠狠將自己摔碎,拒絕熔化拼湊。因為怕熔了記憶,怕熔了那個遠遠的背影,怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
  
  之後,水瓶座依然談笑風生,依然開朗豁達,陽光向上重複著一切,因為無法承受寂寞,無法承受沒有她的日子
  
  人們都說水瓶花心,見一個愛一個,水瓶座會哈哈一笑,說“哪有?冤啊﹗”。其實水瓶的愛只有一次,其實心裡在滴著血,臉上卻得笑的燦爛,安慰自己“我是誰啊﹗哪會那麼弱呢﹗”
  
  有人說水瓶座太冷酷太自私,自以為了不起。可是誰又了解,水瓶座的心,容量很小,只能有一個,且不具修改性。除了那個人,其她所有自動歸為一種程式。
  
  因為無法虛偽,所以甘言蜜語都吝嗇給予。因為天真,所以至死之前仍在等待。因為沒有勇氣,所以眼睜睜放手真愛無能為力。
  
  當看到一個瓶子在瘋狂地快樂或悲傷時,請千萬不要被迷惑,水瓶總是不由自主地交錯操縱著快樂與悲傷。其實並不像看到的那麼快樂,同樣的,也不像看到的那麼悲傷。只是悲傷時,喜歡帶上快樂的面具,而當水瓶快樂時,悲傷又不肯輕易放過。
  
  只有真正懂得水瓶座的人,才能看見眼底那一縷似有似無的哀傷,才能明白是什麼讓水瓶如此的義無反顧,是什麼讓水瓶變得如此忽冷忽熱捉摸不定,才能體會水瓶的堅強只是竭力掩飾的脆弱。
  
  星相上說,水瓶座往往不被所愛的人珍惜。我想,是為什麼呢?也許答案就在心中,只是水瓶座的本性不願承認而已。
  
  水瓶座除了需要一個深愛自己包容一切的人以外,還需要一個心理醫生。
  
  如果你遇到了一個水瓶座的男孩或是女孩,他一定會把他最好的愛都給你,也許他給不了你那麼多,可他把自己都給你,夠么?
    


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2010年06月10日

不被接受的禮物

這是一個關於佛陀的故事。
  在旅途中,佛陀碰到一個不喜歡他的人。連續好幾天,好長的一段路,那人用盡各種方法誣蔑、詆毀佛陀。
  最後,佛陀轉身問那人︰“若有人送你一份禮物,但你拒絕接受,那麼這份禮物屬於誰呢?”那人答︰“當然屬於送禮的那個人。”佛陀笑著說︰“沒錯。若我不接受你的謾罵,那你不就是在罵自已了嗎?” 於是,那人摸摸鼻子走了。

  ──只要心靈健康,別人怎么想都影響不了我們。若我們一味地在乎別人的想法或說法,為人處事就會失去自主性租車注意事項|租車、買車,哪個更方便?|租車也是一種環保|家具清潔保養知識|冰箱如何清洗|室內設計的特點|如何去除冰箱異味?|皮具清潔小常識|初驗 speed dating| 要減肥就要吃早餐|
  


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2010年05月18日

伤疤剥落的声音

城市的風,泛著熱氣,
不如冬風的凜冽,
可以狠狠地鞭打沒有弧度的臉,
不留痕跡;
城市的街,人潮擁擠,
隱約聽見百無聊賴的嘆息;
城市的夜,路燈也孤獨,幻影流沙,眼斂間沈默泛濫;
這個夏天,我遺留在這個城市;
夜裡,卸下保護的面具,
發現,
還是一樣愛著你;
揚起手,擦拭你額心的汗,
仰頭,迎上,你溫柔的眼神;
觀音寺前,許下你一生平安的願望;
疲憊的身軀僅靠著你,手心,是你傳來的力量;
我賭氣,你無言,你轉身,我哭泣;
忘記、定格的畫面,
忘記、失聲的語調,
如果忘記是為了不愛,如果忘記可以再愛;
我注定生如冬夏,要么冰冷,要么熾熱;....


對不起,請讓我最後一次為你痛,為你傷,為你悲,
最後一次....
一千遍一萬遍對不起,
原諒我曾倔強,我任性,我不懂事;
這個夏天,
決定,
我的人我的心,都將遠離,離你而去,
或許,你臉上閃著福祉笑靨的時候,
我正踏上了一個人的旅途;
手腕上不再是帶著玫瑰花香的銀手鐲,
取而代之,是兩條讓我倍加珍惜的紫色水晶手鏈,
兩種不同的意義,對我而言,是非凡的轉變;
愛如火,不愛如冰,
有些人就這樣游走其中,
這個夏天,指尖依然冰冷,
我用我的右手握著我的左手,輕輕劃過心口,
聽,是傷疤剝落的聲音...  


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2010年05月04日

2010年5月第1周













  


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2010年04月30日

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2009年11月20日

香辣蟹

原料:

料酒,陳醋,辣椒,花椒,薑蒜,蔥段和一個墨西哥青辣椒。特別說明圖上的那一小罐東東是中國超市買來的回鍋肉調料。人都說現在社會分工細了,有很多味道很好的調料都有現成的,買回來就是了!不用自己做味道還好的很。看來小牛不僅貪吃,還很會偷懶,哈哈哈

今天買的是青蟹,第一次買的時候咱還怕肉少不好吃,可是自從買過一次以後咱就愛的一塌糊塗啦,肉很多也很鮮嫩,最最主要的,這可是目前咱在美國吃過的唯一的一種活海鮮了以後如果老爸老媽有機會看到這一段,請嚴重同情一下小牛,當然還有老公。大凡是在西人超市都是賣冷凍海鮮,魚被片成了無骨魚柳,蟹被五馬分屍,蝦被揪去了腦殼脫了衣裳,對於愛吃海鮮的小牛來說看著就沒有什麼胃口,更別提吃了鑑於青蟹對小牛做出瞭如此之大的貢獻,那就讓它們四兄弟露個小臉如何? (看見左上角那隻沒?我給它們拍照留戀的時候它就一直那麼蟹視眈眈的盯著我)

做法:

1、鍋稍熱的時候放油爆香薑蒜和辣椒花椒,然後放入一勺的回鍋肉調料(火鍋底料也行),加入蔥白;

2、1分鐘後倒入處理好的蟹,澆上一大勺料酒,一勺醬油,一勺陳醋,兜勻,然後蓋上鍋蓋直到看見蟹殼變紅再中火燜5分鐘左右(總共燜8-10分鐘左右);

3、開蓋,另取一小碗準備一些水澱粉,調小火把水澱粉均勻的調入;

4、最後放入切成段的蔥葉和墨西哥青辣椒;

5、裝盤,拍照…不…開吃



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2009年09月07日

靈魂深處的花園


沉醉於那深深的靈魂深處的花園,傾心於心靈花園那裡無上的安靜,寧靜的氛圍中,可以細心地思考自己的作為,品味生命中的每一份驚喜或者驚詫;感動於那裡秀色可餐的綠,那花兒馥郁濃重的涵養!
 
每朵花兒都用自己的一方空間感悟美麗的內涵,花香之源的脈脈花瓣如火似霞,如杏黃又如凝脂。嬌嫩的花瓣上帶著露珠。白天,花園裡縈繞著茉莉,白蘭花的清香,夜涼如水的時候,則有濃郁的夜來香和晚香玉,芳香撲鼻。那吊得到處都是的吊蘭,垂著綠色的手。蘊潤這一杯清茶坐,靜候著月亮爬到頭頂,再落到西斜的天空。
 沐浴著雅緻的清新。四周古老的牆上滿是爬山虎那鬱鬱蔥蔥的姿意漫開的藤蘿,彷彿密密麻麻交織的綠網,企圖網住稀疏而落的陽光。一株已結了琳瑯滿目的珍珠葡萄樹,帶著強者般的生命力,緊緊地把握著生命途中蔥蔥的姿意漫開的藤蘿,彷彿密密麻麻交織的綠網,企圖網住稀疏而落的陽光。一株已結了琳瑯滿目的珍珠葡萄樹,帶著強者般的生命力,緊緊地把握著生命途中的每一次的機會。
 
青草隨意地生長,柔柔地向著陽光,它們與花枝和睦相處,卻又不失優雅的界限。濃郁的樹葉成了綠色的汪洋,溢滿整個空際,陽光也只得在這綠色的汪洋中游戈,偶爾在輕風拂過的間隙逃逸出那麼幾束,若天使般綻在爬山虎的綠網上,綻在青草葉片上,綻在那嬌柔細嫩的花瓣上了
 還有什麼更能蕩氣迴腸的呢?春雨綿綿的月夜。夏日炎炎的星語,秋日深深的沉寂,冬日皚皚的晶瑩,在和我促膝私語。塵世的喧囂遠了,沒了,真誠的輕言細語,一遍一遍地拂去我心靈的塵埃。就像那款款柔柔的風,不急不徐,一層蓋過一層,漫過心靈的堤岸。
 
茫茫宇宙,漫漫人生,渴望與燥動、幸福與感傷總是相伴相隨,廣袤無垠的美麗始終接納恣意的奔騰;虔誠與執著,樂觀與豁達,熱愛與追求,就會有休憩靈魂的樂園。
 
鬱鬱蔥蔥的枝葉在清風裡搖曳,宛如蜻蜓的羽翼,嬉戲著和暖的陽光,各色的花星星點點鬧滿了枝頭。在它們低低寒暄的笑聲裡,過往的歲月就像門前小溪的流水那般清澈透明,清晰可辨。那老去的青春,憔悴的容顏,豈是纖纖玉手可以把持的酒樽?那個把針彎成魚鉤垂釣自己的太陽星辰的頑童呢?卻是那麼遙遠,他是不是又躲到哪個迷藏裡了。早已不是玩捉迷藏遊戲的年齡,可歲月卻給了一個永遠解都不開的迷藏。
 
塵世漂泊,總會在心中湧起許多的冷暖感受,茫茫宇宙的博大與玄奧;大千世界的精彩與斑斕,便自然會在生命的底層漂染出一種弱小而悵然的感受,漫漫人生,苦痛之旅,當脆弱的生命不可避免的遭受到一種宿命般的擊打與摧殘時,當塵世間漂浮著的狂風與寒潮無法抵禦的侵襲,吞噬著人生路上的安祥與寧靜時,生命之中便總是會有一種力量支撐著去竭盡全力的尋覓,去充滿熱情的渴望,渴望著有一片可以放飛人生的天空,有一個可以棲息生命的港灣,有一個可以讓靈魂休憩的樂園。
 
短暫的人生之途中,這一個個以不同形式為生命搭建起來的遮風之所都是可供整理心情,調節精神的一份依傍嗎?冪冪塵世,每當站在人生的某一個寂靜角落裡,默默的凝望著它們,心中一定會由然而起一種唯可發自於家的溫暖感覺。
 
風兒輕輕撫過,一切都很安靜,不想說話,慢慢整理回味,在某一個不經意的瞬間,一陣清香襲來,隱約之中它叫簡單,簡單或許是最快樂的不刻意去追求,珍惜眼前所擁有的一切,哪怕只是一個微不足道的瞬間,花園在透射進來的光線裡令人產生一種迦想,如少女般柔美,自然而然,脈絡清晰,一種純粹生命的狀態。便擁了心靈裡暗自的甜蜜,是不是該坦然地將流放的季節留意,走進心靈的花園,走進了許下熾烈諾言的懷抱,那花那草那石那樹那月那年,都留下了無數曾經相依的笑靨。
 
徘徊在心靈的花園裡,在濃郁飄蕩的花香包裹中,欣賞著那月色,寧注著心靈花園的盛綠,流露出欣慰的笑馨。讓雲起雲闔,繁星點點;細雨霏霏,徘徊在濕漉漉的心旅上,讓思緒飄到很遠很遠的地方。不時飄下幾片花朵落在書本里,彷彿與文字在嬉戲,心靈的散步。可能很多人都樂意用散文的形式給自己的心情塗抹顏色其實我們每個人的心中都有一座美麗的大花園,如果願意讓別人在此種植快樂,同時也讓這份快樂滋潤自己,那麼心靈的花園就永遠不會荒蕪,就會有無數美好的故事孕育在心中。
 
在這幽靜而動人的心靈花園,把自己流放於夜的深處,心漫過城市的喧囂,輕顫著在思緒上飛揚,聽見靈魂流動的聲音。心花優雅的在指尖開合,聽到四季的輪迴,芳香飄逸,一種眷戀和期待漸漸蘊蓄成一段夢,芬芳了靜夜的囈語,很久的流連在心靈花園裡,遐想著枝繁葉茂的樹林型成的拱型,閃爍著一種明朗的翠綠光彩,樹林逶迤連綿不斷,遠處神秘的山峰在召喚,像個夢遊者,久久地躺臥在濕潤的草地上,或者像小時侯爬到樹上,攀著樹枝搖盪,一面聞著花苞的香氣和新鮮的樹脂味,一面觀望眼前盤繞交錯的藍綠相間的枝葉班駁的網。柔和的綠光從空隙間灑下,樹林在褐色的蒼茫中和沙沙響的樹葉及扑棱棱的鳥兒相映成輝。好似充滿魔力迴盪著神秘莫測音響的夢幻世界。
 
在這靜謐的午夜,享受沉醉在心靈的花園,喜歡這魅力音樂,珍愛著彷彿浸著墨香的這幅大氣的山水畫,更珍惜許多飄然而來心靈家園的好朋友.其實每一個人走過逆境時,再回頭想想又何嘗不是如此。如若客觀存在的條件是命中註定的,是與生俱來的,那麼許多主觀因素豈不是可以人為改變的嗎。死是一瞬間的事,活著卻很累很難,生活中總有這樣那樣的無奈,生命的演繹也不會總令你稱心如意,要真正做到人淡如菊、心怡如詩要多深的修為呵!
 
世間萬物都有各自的高貴、各自的優雅,一切並不強求卻也不放棄。
 
無風無依的心靈窗畔,常會滋生一個人的孤獨和無奈。守住孤獨,告訴自己,就算沒有一隻鳥兒來探訪,那又有什麼關係,總有陽光、月色和可愛的繁星做伴。這樣的時候,總有一懷的心事。這樣時候是自由的,心事也可靜悄悄地漫遊。一曲心籟之音便如同天外之音,從從容容、飄飄灑灑地從我耳邊滑落,涼涼的,穿越時空,融在心間,化作美妙的音符在心弦上靈活地跳躍,奏出內心的那份落寞、孤寂與欣喜。閉上雙眼,用心傾聽,天地萬物,惟留下那一抹餘音裊裊。採擷一份浪漫的心情給自己。用妙曼的詩句詮釋幽雅浪漫的情懷,這簡直是一種無法抗拒的心動。因為我是多麼迷戀這種詩意滿懷的心事,所以我會傾盡全部的細心與耐心去留駐這份矇矓的美麗。也會把這份美麗送給心中所愛的人們,讓心情也蕩漾其中,無比絢燦爛多彩。
 
心靈花園,靈魂駐足的地方,撇開紛擾的瑣事,停住忙碌的腳步,不時欣賞一下周圍的景緻,感受生命的價值和意義,你的一生或許就在這不經意間有所改變,一花一世界,一葉一菩提。在心靈的花園裡,聆聽花開的聲音,不信,你聽聽。

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2008年08月11日

New Platform for Olympic

Beijing Olympics volunteers LIANG Cheng in the August 8 opening ceremony of the evening was on duty in the street, no television, no computers, is unlikely to visit the scene, but he did not miss the nest in the best of the opening of the show, via cell phone On the wireless Internet, he can always see the text of the live broadcast, interested in the encounter, will watch a short video selection.

24-year-old LIANG Cheng took a Nokia mobile phone, while patrol the streets, while from time to time skillfully operate phone keypad, and constantly refresh a 2.4-inch screen content. "Such as Sina's site on mobile phones will be broadcast live, pictures and video Duting rich."

China's huge over 500 million mobile phone users groups, the wireless Internet has become more and more of their main platform for access to information, particularly in airports, railway stations, bus, Maitou look at the phone seems to have become the A landscape, according to CNNIC last July, published reports show that 253 million netizens in China, the use of the Internet phone number of Internet users has reached 73.05 million people.

"The Olympics is a new media opportunities." Phone Sina officials said, the opening day in the Beijing Olympics, the phone specifically for the creation of Sina conducted by broadcast, video broadcast, Sina staff from the scene of the nest Back to more than 100 exclusive live pictures from the brilliant pyrotechnic displays filled to the historical picture of freehand brushwork elegant, multi-directional display throughout the opening ceremony of the wonderful whole blogspace.

Mobile phone users have given a warm response. According to the figures provided by Sina, 5:45 pm from the Beijing Olympic Games warm performances, continued until 1:00 the next day, the phone Sina Olympic broadcast live online at the same time among the highest number of over 1.5 million, more than 8,000 netizens message, reaching an all-time high talktopakho .

Wireless Internet industry believe that the opportunity to use the Olympic Games, the site will take the phone to further universal, affecting people's lives, and even change some inherent surfing habits.

According to July this year, the CNNIC survey showed that the mobile Internet user groups in the 74.4 percent for ages 18 to 30-year-old among young people, compared to other age groups of mobile phone users, they will be good at using new technology products. Especially for young people such as LIANG Cheng, in addition to a phone, the SMS, skillfully landing all types of mobile phone sites to obtain information, upload pictures has become a new habit.

"Now mobile Internet quite convenient, very fast speed, content is also very rich." LIANG Cheng said, opening a specifically designed for mobile phones WAP (Wireless stands for Internet Protocol) pages a few seconds to complete, color screen phone also upgrade Information of the reading experience. "If the charges again on the cheaper the better."

These mobile phone users are more willing to comment on the mobile phone platform. Some observers think this part of the user continuation of the Chinese users of SMS crazy favorite features, not on the phone Linxi own text.

Phone Sina officials said, the Olympic broadcast in peak periods, there is almost 10 per second of the User Reviews, some netizens also upload venues via cell phone at the scene, the external reality photos.

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2008年06月24日

Annotation of Love

In this modernized city, people are living in a hurry life, they don't have mood for stopping to look out for the scenery outside window, eat love in dog-tired moderate speed, experience a snow in wind, bear heavy cross, it seems extremely easy to obtain to swear an cath of enduring fidelity, but will collapse at the first blow after all, die with wind.

What is love, one relation, one permanent relation, have morning and evening touching, have perseverance that life and death let, it has to be difficult a difficult one bitter to long for, have feeling this can wait to recall with deep feeling palimnesis also meet each other, however, it is not blind definitely, unreal, obscure, two people no doubt in love will have strong feeling of attracting each other, in fact, this kind of feeling is a true thing, with the intensification that feels too, it is simple and unadorned that the love becomes one kind and melts in life, two people know each other, Xiang Shou, the rice and fuel daily necessaries play out and " hold the sub hands and live together to a ripe old age with the son " Tacit understanding,it is needn't which have as long as the heaven and earth endure for oath needn't have by romances of rose of 999 pieces, the love has already incorporated the blood, has blended each other.

The real love has no demarcation line, it is not influenced by money and right, the money can be bought sometimes the marriage, but the one that can not buy while falling in love at first sight is helpless and without resources, it is understanding that it has meeting of minds that can't buy the heart, the ones that can not feel deep anxiety about are yearned, helping each other when both are in humble circumstances in can't buy time brings great changes to the world.

Age is a question, no, age is not the disparity, age will become the protective screen easy, the primary condition in love is sincerity and trust of both sides, certainly it is the course of a choice too, just as I choose vicissitudes of you ripe, you choose youth of me hospitable, act as, connect with autumn spring, the youth just forms a fullness with combining ripely.

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2008年06月17日

A Barrel of Water.

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There is a proverb in the hometown: The heaven has witness all you've done. It means that doing things should be according to the conscience. I know, have one watch human world day really, but I think one's own back have one eye watch I really, this pair of eyes are my father's eyes. Though I leave several decades by the father, father the eyes have never leave me.

Father is relatively fond of me among numerous children. Until I sensible, he often can speak I something as a child to relatives in front of me, say my very very lively lover in the childhood. We house make watery wine sell for, come we people that house drink like, hold I play with at that time, banter me and smile, feed the wine to me to drink with the finger or chopsticks, drink so that I often blush the ear red and roaring drunk. Say I carry rice bowl walk master bunches of west house go, take dish take when having a meal often also, like piece little to call, take, the son, can both want, get a lot of good food each time. I know these that father say true, can feel from expression in one's eyes and smile that father speak the father love kindly certainly.

Father does not have a lot of culture, he does not say to us how many major principles very much at ordinary times, it can not be lazy diligently that the ones that were said most were wanted alone, could only say good-bye to the poverty and live a good life diligently. He sets an example and shows us like this too. Father is that one made children bitter and came from, my grandfather went to join the Red Army to die in fighting when father is seven years old, the grandmother has passed away early too, the only person's he has nothing but the bare walls in the house, is had in one's care by a relative, he grazes cattle, cuts firewood, farms allly and does, the skill of learning to farm all over, firmlying get the liking of everybody, the relative helps him to get married. After liberation, father has become the production backbone for producing team, all farm work are all done better than others, in three that year such as year old such as me, he lead household oneself set brick free, prepare against tile, build a wall, working from dawn to dusk has built up three new tile-roofed houses, the day finishing being had to depend on for a living, make the people in the village regard with special esteem, exclaim endlessly.

Perhaps it is it occupy he the causes of the houses since guests little, father the most exquisite" and " Conduction in society its way. He talk kind ability appurtenance to us often, could revitalize house while being harmonic. Being kind to everyone, he can live in harmony with all neighbours, he flush with anger with mother never at home, until production team never quarrel with people, it is too contradictory to make with the neighbour never in the village. Sometimes quarrel between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, between the wives of brother he mediates immediately. Just like this too, he has higher prestige in the production team. Only my family mix the family name, say that will be very difficult that have a foothold according to clan's idea in our production team, in fact just the opposite, father have a foothold in production team, serve as, produce several decades such as captain.

I grow up in father's sight. But to father in the childhood " diligently saying" Understand completely, I learnt from baby act from the high school, I can have crowded this single-plank bridge of college entrance examination luckily. Father is afraid I can not stand this heavy blow, by his " says diligently " To advise me: Not admitting to a university and having no relation, so long as people are diligent can live a good life all the same. By chance too, one chance I of chance reach town core elementary school go contemporary course Mr., true essence which I understood diligently at this moment. As the saying goes, If a teach feed one student a drop of water, he must have a barrel of water.

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